Sunday, July 1, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Being "Human being"
I m just a weak human being.. With some help with god and friends, i m useless.. Just a dump piece of creature.. Am i really need to stay survive for some aim?? I cant even find what i aim for in life. Just wanted to become a great photographer, a simple creature with happiness...
am i my aim as a photographer? capture moment of happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, feeling, future, past, memories??
am i just a junk? i just wanted to love and beloved.. Is that easy? or difficult?
am or i just think too much? feel too much?
am i just want something change in my life, i can't hardly live in this kind of feeling anymore..
on one morning, my mum asked for money and its a lot for my sister education fees.. i been thinking of money lately, wanted my sister for a better future, my parent to be less worry about finance problem.
am i just driving and think...am i a best solution for all this financial problem? It is my "gone" will be best choices? Just my insurance death fees will cover all my family living? am i worth for it? i just want a way to be simple and easy living.. a normal prefect life,
In my life, i always wanted to be prefect, angles, arts, sales, personality, cares, management..but i'm imprefect human being that wanted to be prefect in all field..
am i my aim as a photographer? capture moment of happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, feeling, future, past, memories??
am i just a junk? i just wanted to love and beloved.. Is that easy? or difficult?
am or i just think too much? feel too much?
am i just want something change in my life, i can't hardly live in this kind of feeling anymore..
on one morning, my mum asked for money and its a lot for my sister education fees.. i been thinking of money lately, wanted my sister for a better future, my parent to be less worry about finance problem.
am i just driving and think...am i a best solution for all this financial problem? It is my "gone" will be best choices? Just my insurance death fees will cover all my family living? am i worth for it? i just want a way to be simple and easy living.. a normal prefect life,
In my life, i always wanted to be prefect, angles, arts, sales, personality, cares, management..but i'm imprefect human being that wanted to be prefect in all field..
a prefect photo by me, so far i wanted to create a prefect picture with great feelings...
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
a relationship.
I want a relationship...
where we talk like BEST FRIEND,
play like KIDS,
argue like HUSBAND and WIFE,
and protect each other like SIBLINGS..
This picture bring back some memories where
i learn to shot a prefect macro photography...
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Understandable
Don't you understand??
There a girl i met and we know for almost a year plus till now.. i admit that i really cared and liked her..and seeing her getting hurt, i get hurt too.. and i purpose, she said i'm too perfect to get hurt.. Am i that perfect? i'm imperfect guy with cares and loves..infect every guys are..except for some who hurts girls feeling.. I just want something i done to be perfect and no mistake at all include love and relationship.. but sometimes it just the way it begin.a life without hope?
There a girl i met and we know for almost a year plus till now.. i admit that i really cared and liked her..and seeing her getting hurt, i get hurt too.. and i purpose, she said i'm too perfect to get hurt.. Am i that perfect? i'm imperfect guy with cares and loves..infect every guys are..except for some who hurts girls feeling.. I just want something i done to be perfect and no mistake at all include love and relationship.. but sometimes it just the way it begin.a life without hope?
Sometimes i just want to follow the flow made by fate,
but its too boring to follow it..
and too stupid to understand it..
some girl said, you got everything..
money, life, cars, laptop, work, future and etc..
but just lack of something..
relationship?
Is that matter the most when cross in your mind??
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Nikon 6mm f/2.8
LENSES
A rare £100,000 Nikon fisheye lens, said to be able to 'see behind itself' – and dwarfing any camera it is attached to – has gone on sale in London.
The Fisheye-Nikkor 6mm f/2.8 was credited as the world's most extreme wideangle lens to cover the 24x36mm image area when it was unveiled at the Photokina trade show in Cologne, Germany in 1970.
It weighs a whopping 5.2kg, is 171mm long and has a diameter of 236mm.
'We came across it around seven weeks ago,' said Gray Levett, co-founder of Nikon dealer Grays of Westminster who told AP that he found the gem on a trip overseas.
Believed to be one of only a few hundred produced, it was principally designed for scientific and industrial applications and special effects when shooting portraits and architectural shots, for example.
The 12-elements-in-9-goups optic delivers a picture angle of 220º.
Source by http://www.amateurphotographer.co.uk/
Relationship stages
STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.
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STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road
Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.
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STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain
You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.
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STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Dear past
Dear past,
WHY you enter my DREAM?? and making me SAD for thinking of it again!!
It actually a dream of her, my ex. I can't stop thinking of getting her back with me again.. i really miss her but it seem can't reachable. It feel like we are strangers again...
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
How to?
Bird know how to fly,
Fish know how to swim,
But i don't know how to tell you that how much i love you..
Fish know how to swim,
But i don't know how to tell you that how much i love you..
Frame of Sunset.
Its a moment when you have the feeling to tell someone that
Its a moment when you have the feeling to tell someone that
how much you miss them
but..
you don't have the chance to tell them about it..
Monday, April 9, 2012
Remembering the Past
Somehow i care about you but its seem a harder way to tell you about it..
Saying good night to yourself is the hardest things to wish for when you are wishing for someone else..
Saying good night to yourself is the hardest things to wish for when you are wishing for someone else..
Eye?
Look like a toad egg to you right??
its an EYE..
Look like a toad egg to you right??
its an EYE..
The world are watchin over you and see how you doing.
No matter how hard it is,
you have to go on..
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