Monday, August 2, 2010

I'm not defeated!


Feeling lucky past few hours~
Feel excited at first.. but not now.. i cant get my scholarship due cuz of the interview session..
i FAIL it..! wad a looser am i.. i think money play a role in my life.. why i didnt think about it earlier? Well i gonna skip differ my sems adee.. now is looking for money time while i get the scholarship again in Nov/Dec.. Well that Hmmmm.. Aug... Sept.. Oct... Nov.. Arh! that it..! and Dec.. SO when i can start my class again? till i collect enough money? continue back working at parkson asking for part time permement? till i get the scholarship and get back to class as usual? SO do i care about my classmate? I have to face a new challenge in a new life now.. Its a bad B'day present ever have.. all sucks.. TOTALLY!!! I got my talent for what? its a waste of my time.. I cant even do anything also~ WASTING!!

Now i'm a talent guy without nothing in a life.. as if in a lose jungle or an island far far away from my future..

No matter what i facing i never give up in my life.. I still have a talent.. friends.. mate.. and a lot.. why wate of it.. I still can do it again and again..!!
I'm walking on a rough road and stiff.. Nothin is impossibile for me.. more challenge to face it.. more life to look for.. more experience for me to go for.. nothing can block my way..!

LOOK HERE.. I WAN BE GRAPHIC DESIGNER!!


Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

*untitle

haizzzzzzzzz... 
Hate this day lor..! 
why i exist pulak?
tak makna-nya~

problem creater?
No money?
I lazy?
moody?
whatever lor~
have strength on people?
Helping?
I don't even care about myself too..
What cant i do, i just go for it..
i always call ppl happy smile..
but me leh? didnt do it lor~
know what..
I hate sweet.. 
cuz i eating cake now..
i prefer sour..


i dont even wan this day came lor..



Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
William James

I got no wish in my life too..
I just wan a simple in life..
that i can R.I.P
rest well~

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Stories of my World

I have learn something important past few day..

My Ben 10's supervisor came down and have a counter set up..
She teach me some technique to tackle people and children too...

to get know someone, get into their world and understand it..

in a conclusion of my mine..

not everyone stories and world are the same.. 
each of everyone have their stories line in their world.. 
sometimes happy, sad, emotional, romantic, friendly and etc etc~
as we are friends, opposite sex, parent, GF/BF...
we needed to understand our opposite people of us..
not everything are easy..
its complicated..



Sometimes you have suit yourself just for them..
Just to get what we want in out life..


Quote of the Day
The truth is more important than the facts.
Frank Lloyd Wright

 
I going back luct for sem 3..
Nothing cant be change but me..
hopefully i can get my scholarship 
and all going well..
i dont wish more to change but to get somethin for myself..
a lappy and scholarship for my studies.. 
that all i can wish for my comin day..
Amen~

Sunday, July 25, 2010

A is just three sticks.

Status now..!
*sad?
*moody?
*sleepy?
*tired?

Just a word..
I'M SAD!
lesser A..
A is just three sticks.
Most important is i learn and experience it!

Love Quote of the Day
Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
Kahlil Gibran


I wont give up..!
I blame it on myself for it..!
Nothing will be easy!
Work HARDER..!

Friday, July 23, 2010

Give and Keep

A friend is someone who will catch you when you fall, dry your tears and tell you it will be all right, pretend to be happy just to cheer you up, never leave you by yourself, attempt to talk to you at least once a day no matter what, make you laugh when you're sad, call back if you hang up on them, make everything you two do together into something fun no matter how boring it is, always remind you of your inside jokes, finish your sentences, think the same way you do, follow you wherever you go, stop you from doing something stupid or hurting yourself, and they're always willing to give up something that means a lot to them because they can be sure you'll always be there in return, and because to them you'll always mean more than you can imagine.....

*my sis*

She wrote it today..! Its a day when i gain my hard work and eat hard too..! hahaha..! I hardly eat hard cause *diet.. ahahhaa!!
She and her friend, Irene and Jennifer came by visit me and have lunch at 1pm..




Then went back to work.. Guess what..! Many things happen from mornin till late evenin (10 to 7) Place changes, stock moved, offer bin Open for sales, i carried heavy box = helping others department cause they old and gal leh.. Yow know lah gal weak wad..! and i.. and my.. battery was super low 10% left.. hahhaa..! But i have FUN.. and poor hands.. hurt and rough adee.. XD


2 quote today! cause i'm HAPPY!


Love Quote of the Day
The love we give away is the only love we keep.
Elbert Hubbard

Quote of the Day
We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are.
Anais Nin



Things will never excepted as i taught
Sometimes things aren't easy
We just have to keep on running
and be positive
till we get somethings we wanted
in our ways..

I love life because what more is there.

Every life they have something in common..
Even i said : Feel sooo good to be SINGLE...! While out there..! Grab ur chances while you can..! I have life when i'm single.. does you have it too?

Do you think of this before??

ask yourself before you sleep and dream of it too..

Love Quote of the Day
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.
Oliver Wendell Holmes


I have a life in my own
even i'm single
i will keep on living to
cause i never alone..

I find my own happiness in my way

 

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Every moment is an experience...

SOoooooooooooo long i didnt update my blog *lazy a bit* and a lot things to do too..


Know what..! I workin at MP Parkson! Its a great experience in my life time..! Somethings is different for me..! I work at child department, Ben 10 shirts

Its totally cool! and met new friends too (all older than me ) hahahas...!

And i got Luct called on the other day too..! Guess what..! Its my scholarship interview..! fall on 15th July 3pm and i mistaken or listen wrongly.. i go on 14th July..! Waste my 1 day.. so stayed up and its creepy at hostel loz.. NO one there..!

*I watch TV alone* So much FUN..!
and the NEXT day!

INTERVIEW!!!!!

nervous and i did it..!

Hopefully i get it so can lighter my mum working hours..


Nature Quote of the Day
The sun is new each day.
Heraclitus


Nothing is easy in this world..
I getting improve day by day..

and and..!
I love sunset now..!
Check out my sunset photography 

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Hemisfear

Watch this show Overhaulin' in 8tv, 12am on monday..!

amazing and wan show to u readers here..


Quote of the Day
Be less curious about people and more curious about ideas.
Marie Curie


I have been draging ideas out from my head..
Having somethin to do..
Hmmm~~~

Friday, June 25, 2010

Muscle Cars


Dodge Challenger SRT8


2010 Chevrolet Camaro


 2010 Chevrolet Camaro SS


 2011 Ford Mustang GT


 2011 Ford Mustang GT

 Just love those muscle car..! From its look, can feel the power in it!


Love Quote of the Day
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.
Charles Caleb Colton



Hope i can get one for myself..! 
*if la i rich!! XDD
soo KEEP ON DREAMING!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Other side of photography

i got a wall post and here stated..!

HueyNie Oh hey ya... I need help!! I don't know what's the difference between lomo, holga, polaroids and dslr... They seem to be the same but not the same. My god!

Alvin Kq Holga are future of digital pixels and images shared on small screens and it almost like a cameras or phones. Normally, its build in light weight ( plastic ) and medium format 120 film toy camera which is film type. It actually have the same as DSLR function.Holga has low-cost construction and simple meniscus lens often yields pictures.

Lomo (... See MoreLomography) is an old style camera as u see in those 70s and 80s, and its big one. Lomography emphasizes casual, snapshot photography. Characteristics such as over-saturated colors, off-kilter exposure, blurring, "happy accidents," and alternative film processing are often considered part of the "Lomographic Technique. and now they have bring foward to medical centre such as Endoscopes and Surgical Microscopes.

Polaroid is a instant camera is a type of camera with self-developing film formats where ISO 100, 300, 600. Palaroid is instant film and instant memories too. once snap, picture out! its easy!


DSLR - A digital single-lens reflex camera (digital SLR or DSLR) is a digital camera that uses a mechanical mirror system and pentaprism to direct light from the lens to an optical viewfinder on the back of the camera. viewing purposes, the mirror reflects the light coming through the attached lens upwards at a 90 degree angle. It is then reflected three times by the roof pentaprism, rectifying it for the photographer's eye. it has shutter and image sensor, way better than that 3 camera u stated. played with lenses to create different picture and movement wheras lomo, holga, polaroids doesn't.


HueyNie Oh
kind of... holga pics r quite blur wan rite? and wad u mean by the ISO for polaroids? meaning each polaroid camera has a certain ISO only?

btw, dslr pic quality may b better than those 3. but the effect n the feelings given whn u look at the pic is real different haha.
 
Alvin Kq
Holga not creating blur picture, its how u use it.. u can search many holga picture too.. its most on camera's quality problems have obtained a cult following among some photographers, and Holga photos have won awards and competitions in art and news photography.

Polaroids have certain ISO in its self only.. so mostly can be taken during day time, picture will be good quality..

But in my conclusion for all those camera lah.. each camera create their own effect and way of picture quality. 
 
 
 Art Quote of the Day
I like to pretend that my art has nothing to do with me.
Roy Lichtenstein
 
 
which i have learn lomography things here..
woot~ 
new camera stuff to collect and learn too..
more money to spend too!! 
XD
 

Everything in life is luck.

Blub Blubbb..!!
I got a morning call from LUCT, calling that i have won"

Cheryl Cole — 3 Words

i was blur and WTH..!! XD
and i was wandering, isnt my day getting better and better each day?? but dont expect things too much in life too..
And today was my mum B'day too~~ XD i was WOW~~!!
got 300 bucks another day from Darrel's mum as it LUCT promotion..
came back got event for me..! Malacca Freeze..!
Iliyas B'day too..! we have our breakfast + lunch at Seoul Garden with Siva and Anwar.. XD

stop all nonsense adee..! Tomorrow i goin back campus for the scholarship things.. Hopefully i can extend 1 more day for me.. Really need it..! XD
well!! never expect more things comin too~~
I dunno i miss who now..!!

am i too playful??
doesnt take serious toward something?/
save up too much??
think too much??

I dunno! XD


Quote of the Day
Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.
Kurt Cobain


Love you mum! XD
a word is hardly to tell out..! XD

Sunday, June 6, 2010

A single rose can be my garden

Who is she?? A girl indeed.. duh~~ but she is special when the first time i saw her and begin to know her more. its 31 May 2010 (monday), the whole day. She is very cute as in her appearances but in her mentally is totally different than her appearances...!! I know her thru Haadi who a very close frenz of mine and he really needed help in his group canvas which are 3 of landon people only..! how poor is that..!

WHO IS SHE..!!??
She is Nurul Syuhada, Sabah people which is mix mother, chinese and her dad sabah malay people ( which i dont really know deeper ) She speak malay ( sabah slang ) but dunno chinese but able to know some. She more English. Its the first time she say out a rough word, "F**K YOU"..! in front of me and i was SHOCK in my life hearing that..!! From that word, i begin to know her more and we begin to become friends. I really hope that moment will freeze forever and the time won't even move a bit. Cause i really like the way we chat, playing around and much more.. As infect she is stubborn girl which she is very independent and all doing her work herself without relay on others too..

Don't ever judge a book by its cover as my words has spoken here.. its totally different..!


But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life, and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greater part of life is sunshine.
Thomas Jefferson


Even i lose a friends,
I'll regain it back in my future time,
Even i go somewhere else,
I sill have friends around even its is a strangers,
which strangers is our friends too..

Friday, June 4, 2010

My Night

Been sleeping later these few day and its morning, i blogging now.. =P nah.. actually i slept 2 hours just now and wan to continue it my summary..!! WTF..!! SUMMARY...!! 2 article samo..!!! Before that i have been finish up canvas, but actually its a friend of mine canvas, which is haven FINISH yet and its near ro due date..!! So help out lah..! what can i do when my member is doing it on our canvas and i was like..! and get scold too..!! WTF..!! dunno what they are thinking leh..!!! a bit wrong ma.. sooo dont care about it loh.. hehehehee... =P but eventually i have been sleeping at 4am for 3 days in a row and now +1 moer days.. XD OUCH..!!! XD




Love Quote of the Day
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
Tom Robbins




Well.!! life arent easy sometimes..
Met and leave new friends..
But its really important that we are happy with what we are doing..
who's care about it right??
=P

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Trying to Sleep


Its very supernatural that boy and gal are fallin' in love, as it have to understand and knowin' each other either in their attitude, behavior, actions and romanca before begin to couple up as they ahve much more adventures to face of, jealousy, hates, enermym time and distance..

as this notes grab from deviantart.com

TryingToSleep

by ~CollinShaw

So I lie in bed and trying to fall asleep,
but when I close my eyes I see what I need.

And I know these feelings are true,
because when I close my eyes all I see is you.

I dont know why you were on my thoughts since last week,
but I know seeing you is better then counting sheep.

So I pick up my pillow and straighten my sheet,
I guess I will look at you till I fall asleep.


Quote of the Day
Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure.
George Edward Woodberry


i having a good time this weeks,
knowing new friends from sarawak
and is is cute gal from its looks but inside is different.. 
hahaha.. =] 
Thanks God for letting me knowing new friends where ever i go..
amin~

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Having some weekend

I missing someone out there, having a little bit stress around but just less than 2 weeks to go than i can finally go home but i kinda miss it the fun.. 

Yesterday was Wesak day.. But eventually i didnt go pray at all.. i need to relax my mind sometimes, i killed my  time by doing on our canvas at studio, i have decided to finish it half and the rest on my member, as i need more time on my journal and others things too.. =] Not to decide to SEE THAT SHIT FACE lah~~ Geram i see SHIT face, and SHIT is going HOME too.. its a single room for me and its quite FUN for me, as i love to stay alone with my style.. 




Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell.  



Can i really be with you?
or 
i just imagine things in my head??
Nothing could be done now..
Just do what u suppose to now..

Thursday, May 27, 2010

My art style

Having been searching my art style thru out my sems..
This style of art..

This week having a bust week with my friends, i know this a friend from a friend of mine, Qistina. She is Kuantan malay gal and very cute too.. I help her, she help me, both help each others but she helped me a lot in this 1 weeks time.. Ok~~ She open minded ( i think ) more to love and friends stuff.. She always have fun all around.. Its seem i fall in love with her already.. DARN..!! But HOW?? She still single too.. XD I scare i lose a friend like her.


  



Mayb i played too much??

I dare not or shy to love her??


Quote of the Day 
Tell me who admires and loves you, and I will tell you who you are.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery


Just face it and knowing her better..
I'm quiet type of boy, DUH~
Ok chill~~
Love you 
(whispered in my heart) 

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

DSLR metering

When shooting scenes with light and dark areas. suck as sky, reflective surface and shadows, obtaining a reliable never reading can be difficult if using the incorrect metering mode. The best metering mode to use in this situation is Evaluative, as this mode user light reading from different part of the scenes to calculate a sounded exposure.

gotten from photography magazine

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

PLEASE~~ =[

I have never ask things in return.. Even i help someone, its in my own heart and never think of getting in reply too..
BUT..!
I asking this in return..!! PLEASE PLEASE..!! get PTPTN approve..!! Really help me a lot..!! Wuuu... XD
I always pray to get somethings too.. not i didnt pray to get many things, its only on my parent and my life.. dowan make their life difficult.. PLEASE~~~~~~~


I love you~~
PLEASE~~ 
=]
God Bless Me~~
always by ur side..

Monday, May 17, 2010

Lucky


Isn't that lucky??
Have met a group of frenz who doesn't really care about ur attitude and just having fun and laugh around, concern about you too when are downnnn gile~~ hahaha.. Helpin each others too..

Jom, Kita lepak kat Mak Teh ya.. =]

Never ever ask too much
and believe that jokes is always a jokes..
Even its never "layan" you, its still consider a frenz too.. 

Sunday, May 9, 2010

A true story

Muum...
i'm really sorry...

i came here with empty hand

but something i still want show
is memories and heart..
to mention you whole the past

that u always be with me

frm baby till now

some memories is toxic

but these is actually really beautiful..
it's how i was thankful to you

with my memories...

Mum,

i knew how hardworking u are

to make me grow as well..

it's this way shows that

you really did love me..

although i am too deaf

to sense the things u did...

Mum,

there's a shine suddenly fade in ur face..

ur forehead so dull dy..

i knew it's time u'll become older.

it's how tired you was

to make me in good care..

mum,

you always made moneys for me,

is not only make me simple life

but actually to polish me

to become one real precious

at least, might become good boy

for you,mum~

mum,

i came here to see you

with tears

wanna sacrifice my chest

to hug you..

i really hope

i can
lay my head on ur shoulder..

mum,

i am very sorry

i've been never say some words

frm kid till nw..

i really dunno how to speak those words

i'm always mute

but those words i always shared

with my heart only

is "saya sayang mama"

i hope you might read it

through my eyes..

mum,

Happy Birthday and Happy Mother day

saya sayang mama: )

peom by,

Leonardo Loh

Just a name

Raphael 

(Standard Hebrew רָפָאֵל, Rāp̄āʾēl, "It is God who heals", "God Heals", "God, Please Heal", Arabic: رافائيل, Rāfāʾīl) is the name of an archangel of Judaism and Christianity who performs all manner of healing and another one of Islam.

Raphael in Christianity

The name of the angel Raphael appears only in the Deuterocanonical Book of Tobit. The Book of Tobit is considered canonical by Roman Catholic and Orthodox Christians. Raphael first appears disguised in human form as the travelling companion of the younger Tobias, calling himself "Azarias the son of the great Ananias". During the adventurous course of the journey the archangel's protective influence is shown in many ways including the binding of the demon in the desert of upper Egypt. After the return and the healing of the blindness of the elder Tobit, Azarias makes himself known as "the angel Raphael, one of the seven, who stand before the Lord" Tobit 12:15. Compare the unnamed angels in John's Revelation 8:2. Christian churches following Catholic teachings (Roman, Oriental, Orthodox, Anglican, etc) venerate and patronize him as Saint Raphael the Archangel.
Regarding the healing powers attributed to Raphael,[1] we have little more than his declaration to Tobit (Tobit, 12) that he was sent by the Lord to heal him of his blindness and to deliver Sarah, his daughter-in-law, from the demon prince(Asmodeus) that was the serial killer of her husbands.[2] Among Catholics, he is considered the patron saint of medical workers and matchmakers, travellers and may be petitioned by them or those needing their services.[3]
Vectorial representation of Archangel Raphael atop a fish.
The feast day of Raphael was included for the first time in the General Roman Calendar in the year 1921, for celebration on October 24. With the reform of the Roman Catholic Calendar of Saints in 1969, this feast was transferred to September 29 for celebration together with Saint Michael and Saint Gabriel.[4] The Church of England has also adopted the September 29 date for celebrating "Michael and All Angels".[5] Some traditionalist Catholics continue to observe versions of the General Roman Calendar of the 1921-1969 period.
Raphael has made only a light impression on Catholic geography: Saint Raphaël, France and Saint Raphaël, Quebec, Canada; San Rafaels in Argentina, Bolivia, Colombia, Costa Rica, Chile, Mexico, Trinidad and Tobago, Peru, the Philippines and in Venezuela as San Rafael de Mohán and San Rafael de Orituco. In the United States, San Rafaels inherited from Mexico survive in California (where besides the city there are San Rafael Mountains), in New Mexico, and in Utah, where the San Rafael River flows seasonally in the San Rafael Desert. The Archangel lends his name to St. Raphael's Cathedral, the seat of the Diocese of Madison, Wisconsin, of which he is the patron saint.
In the New Testament, only the archangels Gabriel and Michael are mentioned by name Luke 1:9-26, Jude 1:9. John 5:1-4 refers to the pool at Bethesda, where the multitude of the infirm lay awaiting the moving of the water, for "an angel of the Lord descended at certain times into the pond; and the water was moved. And he that went down first into the pond after the motion of the water was made whole of whatsoever infirmity he lay under". Because of the healing role assigned to Raphael, this particular angel is generally associated with the archangel.
Raphael is sometimes shown (usually on medallions) as standing atop a large fish or holding a caught fish at the end of a line. This is a reference to Book of Tobit (Tobias), where he told Tobias to catch a fish, and then uses the gallbladder to heal Tobit's eyes, and to drive away Asmodeus by burning the heart and liver.[6]

Raphael in Islam

Main article: Israfel
Seen in this 16th century Islamic miniature is Raphael, along with Michael, and Gabriel, accompanying Muhammad to Mecca. According to the Hadith, Raphael (Israfil in Arabic) is the Angel responsible for signaling the coming of Judgment Day by blowing the horn (namely Sûr) and sending out a "Blast of Truth". Unlike Gabriel (Jibrail) and Michael (Mikail), this archangel was not mentioned by name in the Quran.
The horn (sûr) will be blown two times. The first blow of the Sûr signals the beginning of the Judgment Day and with the second blow, all the souls are gathered somewhere between heaven and hell, and interrogated for their good deeds and sins.
According to Sufi narrations as reported by As-Suyuti and others, from the pious predecessors or early Muslim generations, the Ghawth or Qutb, who is regarded amongst the mankind as the highest person in the rank of siddiqun ( the saints ), is someone who has the heart that resembles that of Archangel Israfil, signifying the loftiness of this angel. The next that comes in rank are those of the saints who are known as the Umdah or Awtad , where amongst them the highest ones have their hearts resemble to that of Angel Mikael or Michael, and the rest of the lower ranking saints having the heart of Jibreel or Gabriel, and that of the previous prophets before the Prophet Muhammad. The earth is believed to always have on its surface one from the Qutb, 4 from the Awtad, 40 from the Abdal, and 300 from the Nukhaba, and because of whom Allah blesses the entire earth, and when one of them passes away from a higher rank, he/she is succeeded by a saint from a lower one, who is in turn elevated to his/her rank to fill his/her place. It is believed that the Day of Judgement does not take place until Allah casts death all together upon all of these saintly categories, and only in that state of their absence will the day of Judgement be commenced with Angel Israfil blowing his trumpet.

Raphael in Paradise Lost

The angel Raphael, as well as many other prominent angels appear in John Milton's Paradise Lost, in which he is assigned by God to re-warn Adam concerning the sin of eating of the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil. He also expounds to Adam the war in heaven in which the Archangel Lucifer fell and became Satan, and the creation of the Earth.

 

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Its nuts!



its 5.15 pm...
Raining.. 
Remind me of some sadness moment which have some meaning behind it..

As i having my own sweet time walking to maybank and enjon da raining wind blow.. Its getting heavier now and its kinda cold too..

As a mind keep goes here.. nothin is impossible..

http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb218/commentsjunkie/aalng/chocolate/life.gif

Life aren't that easy sometimes.
Just have to continue walking to achieve something.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I wan..!!

Make it came true..=]
My watchlist leh.. ehehehe...

Tamron AF18-250mm F/3.5-6.3 Di II LD Aspherical (IF)(Nikon) 

http://www.bobatkins.com/photography/reviews/tamron_18_250/lens_construction.jpg

good one for my macro photoshooting.. hehehe...


it will never came true..

duh!

too much dreaming..

Nothing goes easy

Gotten into my photography classes and excepted having a good marks for my 1st assignment, but...
Got A- for it.. sad le and comment on hand shake and picture quality.
but Final assignment come in..! and this time its harder loz.. all on our tough.. XD

nvm then.. after classes got back and took my stuff and having my sketch continue at library and its finish..! XD but then, in da middle of my sketch, i got a phone called by on campus, hostel department.
And i was Duh~~ i paid my rental adee.. what next?? pay more??
So i answer it and got a shock of it... They call me to become a leader in level 1 as the fire drill things, and elect to be one as Minah suggest it out.. Wow..! Am i a strong leader?? XD
but its a good experience of it..

Living is about learning more,
as learning never end..

Monday, May 3, 2010

Unexpected

Well.. It's have been some month since we didn't chat after we fight because of my stupid hot temper. And i got a shock in my life hearing that she got boyfrenz, but i felt nothin. Duno why.. that weird..! She msg me yesterday saying about her "BF" not caring about her and all.. Well.. As a frenz i just concern about her.. =] unexpected things happen between her. She is back and chatting fine with me now.. Well.. i shall be patient of my temper.. hehehe...

-All things goes around and come around-

Know what..!!

First time come first before i start..

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK YOU..!!!

Ok.. Start..! =] As u can see that its rude up there..!


Respect people need money izzit?? people sleeping pun buat bising..!!

Wan cold war uh.. come come.. see who win 1st.. hahaha...


stupid people always be a stupid people..

Friday, April 30, 2010

Love story of a little boy

 
 
Love story of a little boy
 
 
   動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)

   I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
  
   我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時,看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

 
   The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 year old.
  

   這男孩不過5、6歲。

   The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. ' 

   收銀員說:『抱歉!你買這娃娃的錢不夠..』
 
   Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny, are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' ' 
   小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人:「奶奶!妳也認為我的錢不夠 嗎?」

   The old lady replied: '' You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. '' 
   老婦人回道:「親愛的!你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」

   Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around.  She left quickly. 
   她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘,她一下就回來。她迅速離開了。

   The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. 
   小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

   Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 
   最後我向他走去,問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

   'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. 
  『這是我妹妹的最愛,非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

   She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. ' 
   她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」

   I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. 

   我告訴他不用擔心,聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

   But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now.  I have to give the doll to my mommy      so that  she can give it to my sister when she goes there. ' 
   但他哀傷地回答我『不!聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽,當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹』
 
   His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has
   gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see
   God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll
   with her to give it to my sister. ' '



  他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說
  媽媽很快也將要去見上帝,因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

   My heart nearly stopped.
   我的心臟幾乎要停止了。
 
  The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy
   to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come
   back from the mall. '
 

   小男孩看我說:『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走,讓她等我從購物中心回來。』
 
   Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was
   laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my
   picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
 

   然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片,這樣她就不會忘記我了。』
 
   'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to
   leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my
   little sister. '
 

  『我愛我的媽媽,我希望她不要離開我,但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

   Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.    然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

   I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. '
   Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
 
   我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下,說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶!
 
   'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. '
   I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we
   started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
 

  『好呀!』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見,我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中,我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足夠
   了,甚之還有剩餘呢。
 
   The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money ! '
   小男孩說:『謝謝上帝給了我足夠的錢 !』
 
   Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night
   before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough
   money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
 

   然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前,我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃,因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了!』
 
   'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose
   for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too
   much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '
 

  『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽,但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足夠
    買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

   'My mommy loves white roses. '  
  『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。
 
   A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. 
   幾分鐘後,老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

   I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.    
  我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

   I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.
   小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

  Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago,
  which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young  woman and a little girl. 

  
  我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章,提及一位醉酒卡車司機,撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

  The little girl died right away, and  the mother was left in a critical
  state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
  life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.

 
  小女孩當場死亡,母親呈現彌留狀態。
  這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管,因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

  Was this the family of the little boy?  他就是這家庭的小男孩?
 
  Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read
  in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
 

  碰到小男孩的二天之後,我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。
 
  I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white
  roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the
  young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
 

  我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰,來到喪家,年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

  She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white
  rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
 

  她在那裡,裝在棺木中,在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片,娃娃則放置在她的胸口。
 
  I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been
  changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. 
  我離開了這裡,眼淚奪眶而出,覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今,小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛,仍然難以想像。
 
  And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. 
  就在一轉眼工夫,一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。