Monday, August 2, 2010

I'm not defeated!


Feeling lucky past few hours~
Feel excited at first.. but not now.. i cant get my scholarship due cuz of the interview session..
i FAIL it..! wad a looser am i.. i think money play a role in my life.. why i didnt think about it earlier? Well i gonna skip differ my sems adee.. now is looking for money time while i get the scholarship again in Nov/Dec.. Well that Hmmmm.. Aug... Sept.. Oct... Nov.. Arh! that it..! and Dec.. SO when i can start my class again? till i collect enough money? continue back working at parkson asking for part time permement? till i get the scholarship and get back to class as usual? SO do i care about my classmate? I have to face a new challenge in a new life now.. Its a bad B'day present ever have.. all sucks.. TOTALLY!!! I got my talent for what? its a waste of my time.. I cant even do anything also~ WASTING!!

Now i'm a talent guy without nothing in a life.. as if in a lose jungle or an island far far away from my future..

No matter what i facing i never give up in my life.. I still have a talent.. friends.. mate.. and a lot.. why wate of it.. I still can do it again and again..!!
I'm walking on a rough road and stiff.. Nothin is impossibile for me.. more challenge to face it.. more life to look for.. more experience for me to go for.. nothing can block my way..!

LOOK HERE.. I WAN BE GRAPHIC DESIGNER!!


Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure...

2 comments:

Afiqah / Cha'a said...

hey there... i believe that every talent that u have is not to be wasted. it's good that u use other options to aid ur financial state. don't worry alv...

alv said...

Indeed.. I'm not wasted my talent for nothing! I was born with talent..! I SHOW TO YOU LATER!!!
Just my financial problem wont kill me back! there always a way for me to look for it!