When life give you lemon, you make lemonade right?
But what if the lemon doesn't give any juice?
*That how my life begin with..
Being a supportive from my back all this while, doesn't even believe what his son is doing.. I'm creating my own future right now..a big dream..beyond his power..everything was planned well..but why being so cruel to me?
All i wanted to be happy? having hope? having my big dream? seeing others smile make me happy too..
But now all ruin.. i kinda feel myself useless now..nothing can be done..nothing can be fix.. Even scar wont heal that fast.. it always there..
How long i need to battle in my dream now? give up? or just stand up and fight again?
I gotta let go my dreams and start to live my real life.. Even legend died too...
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Monday, July 1, 2013
Love vs Passion vs Obsession
Love
“A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.”
Mohandas Gandhi
“And think not you can direct the course of love; for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.”
Khalil Gibran
“He is not a lover who does not love forever.”
Euripides
“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.”
Elizabeth Barrett Browning
“If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear the pain of loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.”
Tanis HalfElven (Dragonlance)
Passion
“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”
Angela Monet
“They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel. ”
Carl W. Buechner
“Only passions, great passions, can elevate the soul to great things.”
Denis Diderot
“One person with passion is better than forty people merely interested.”
E. M. Forster
“It’s the soul’s duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.”
Rebecca West
Obsession
“Passion is a positive obsession. Obsession is a negative passion.”
Paul Carvel
“Just as our taste in lovers is far more revealing than our choice of friends, the object of an artist’s obsession can open up doors to their soul that might otherwise remain shut tight.”
Vince Aletti
“The creative habit is like a drug. The particular obsession changes, but the excitement, the thrill of your creation lasts.”
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Interesing Facts about Dreams
You forget 90% of your dreams.
When you wake up, within five minutes half of your dream has been erased from your mind, within 10 minutes 90% of the dream is gone !!
If you are snoring, you ain't dreaming.
Though it hasn't been proved scientifially, the internet has all sort of articles to support this fact.
Emotions.
Dreams usually have anxiety. Many of the people around the world experience negative emotions rather than positive.
Dreams are Symbolic.
Dreams have a deep symbolic language which no scientist can understand !
Dreams can be colorless too.
A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. Studies from 1915 through to the 1950s maintained that the majority of dreams were in black and white, but these results began to change in the 1960s. Today only 4.4% of the dreams of under-25 year-olds are in black and white. Recent research has suggested that those changing results may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.
Organisms can be experienced in dreams.
You can have 4-7 dremas in one single night.
Animals dream too!!
Studies have been done on many different animals, and they all show the same brain waves during dreaming sleep as humans. Watch a dog sleeping sometime. The paws move like they are running and they make yipping sounds as if they are chasing something in a dream.
When you wake up, within five minutes half of your dream has been erased from your mind, within 10 minutes 90% of the dream is gone !!
If you are snoring, you ain't dreaming.
Though it hasn't been proved scientifially, the internet has all sort of articles to support this fact.
Emotions.
Dreams usually have anxiety. Many of the people around the world experience negative emotions rather than positive.
Dreams are Symbolic.
Dreams have a deep symbolic language which no scientist can understand !
Dreams can be colorless too.
A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. Studies from 1915 through to the 1950s maintained that the majority of dreams were in black and white, but these results began to change in the 1960s. Today only 4.4% of the dreams of under-25 year-olds are in black and white. Recent research has suggested that those changing results may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.
Organisms can be experienced in dreams.
You can have 4-7 dremas in one single night.
Animals dream too!!
Studies have been done on many different animals, and they all show the same brain waves during dreaming sleep as humans. Watch a dog sleeping sometime. The paws move like they are running and they make yipping sounds as if they are chasing something in a dream.
In Our Dreams We Only See Faces That We already Know.
Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.
Dream Incorporation.
Our mind interprets the external stimuli that our senses are bombarded with when we are asleep and make them a part of our dreams. This means that sometimes in our dreams we hear a sound from reality and incorporate it in a way. For example you may be dreaming that you are in a concert while your brother is playing a guitar during your sleep.
Men and Women Dream Differently.
Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot.
Body Paralysis.
Rapid eye movement (REM) sleep is a normal stage of sleep characterized by rapid movements of the eyes. REM sleep in adult humans typically occupies 20-25% of total sleep, about 90-120 minutes of a night’s sleep. During REM sleep the body is paralyzed by a mechanism in the brain in order to prevent the movements which occur in the dream from causing the physical body to move. However, it is possible for this mechanism to be triggered before, during, or after normal sleep while the brain awakens.
Precognitive Dreams.
Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.
Blind People also Dream.
Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.
Everybody Dreams.
Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder). If you think you are not dreaming – you just forget your dreams.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Give up to be happy
Sometimes life always not gonna be the way we always plan, maybe some trouble in, mayb it will be as smooth.. no matter what.. we should be happy of what we do..
Saturday, May 4, 2013
slow-motion love
If you ever think of this? or is just me? a couple standing and seeing public people moving and capturing some motion there?
Back to topic !
Its slow shutter photography !
Back to topic !
Its slow shutter photography !
slow shutter is most beautiful photos every creates..
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Guy Best Friend
Once said, every girls needs a guy best friend.. but didn't you know that word actually hurt guy a lot? we, guy care for you, waited for your call / sms, help all you need, standby and always be there for you.. but she don't even know how guy felt..and why guy did that too? Mayb its a bit silly and stayed in friend-zone ?
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Story of a Photographer
love = romance
love = feeling
love = happiness
love = share
love = trust
love = care
love = joys
love = sorrow
love = sacrifice
I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
" Feel this way "
"Lucky Guy"
It’s been so long since I’ve met someone
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do
You make me feel
Like I’m the only guy
With you in the world
But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy
You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you
You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all
[Chorus]
You were never mine to begin with…
So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do
You make me feel
Like I’m the only guy
With you in the world
But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy
You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you
You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all
[Chorus]
You were never mine to begin with…
So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy
Chocolate Chip Frap with Cream
Couldn't miss out what she like.. once of her drinks? apple? starbuck? well.. every moment of her happiness, i couldn't see it disappear..
Monday, April 22, 2013
Life of your choices..
*~INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE~*
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1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three Rs: Respect for self Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions.
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
7. When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. You'll die, but may achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
19. Approach love and compassion with reckless abandon.
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1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three Rs: Respect for self Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions.
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
7. When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. You'll die, but may achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
19. Approach love and compassion with reckless abandon.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Being "Human being"
I m just a weak human being.. With some help with god and friends, i m useless.. Just a dump piece of creature.. Am i really need to stay survive for some aim?? I cant even find what i aim for in life. Just wanted to become a great photographer, a simple creature with happiness...
am i my aim as a photographer? capture moment of happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, feeling, future, past, memories??
am i just a junk? i just wanted to love and beloved.. Is that easy? or difficult?
am or i just think too much? feel too much?
am i just want something change in my life, i can't hardly live in this kind of feeling anymore..
on one morning, my mum asked for money and its a lot for my sister education fees.. i been thinking of money lately, wanted my sister for a better future, my parent to be less worry about finance problem.
am i just driving and think...am i a best solution for all this financial problem? It is my "gone" will be best choices? Just my insurance death fees will cover all my family living? am i worth for it? i just want a way to be simple and easy living.. a normal prefect life,
In my life, i always wanted to be prefect, angles, arts, sales, personality, cares, management..but i'm imprefect human being that wanted to be prefect in all field..
am i my aim as a photographer? capture moment of happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, feeling, future, past, memories??
am i just a junk? i just wanted to love and beloved.. Is that easy? or difficult?
am or i just think too much? feel too much?
am i just want something change in my life, i can't hardly live in this kind of feeling anymore..
on one morning, my mum asked for money and its a lot for my sister education fees.. i been thinking of money lately, wanted my sister for a better future, my parent to be less worry about finance problem.
am i just driving and think...am i a best solution for all this financial problem? It is my "gone" will be best choices? Just my insurance death fees will cover all my family living? am i worth for it? i just want a way to be simple and easy living.. a normal prefect life,
In my life, i always wanted to be prefect, angles, arts, sales, personality, cares, management..but i'm imprefect human being that wanted to be prefect in all field..
a prefect photo by me, so far i wanted to create a prefect picture with great feelings...
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Have you ever wander?
Our human eye is 576 mega pixel.
Have u ever wondered about this...?
Well it have been awhile i make promises with someone...
Am i ready for it again?
Am i ready for it again?
I just scared i got hurt again
and its not fun at all being hurt..
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
a relationship.
I want a relationship...
where we talk like BEST FRIEND,
play like KIDS,
argue like HUSBAND and WIFE,
and protect each other like SIBLINGS..
This picture bring back some memories where
i learn to shot a prefect macro photography...
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Understandable
Don't you understand??
There a girl i met and we know for almost a year plus till now.. i admit that i really cared and liked her..and seeing her getting hurt, i get hurt too.. and i purpose, she said i'm too perfect to get hurt.. Am i that perfect? i'm imperfect guy with cares and loves..infect every guys are..except for some who hurts girls feeling.. I just want something i done to be perfect and no mistake at all include love and relationship.. but sometimes it just the way it begin.a life without hope?
There a girl i met and we know for almost a year plus till now.. i admit that i really cared and liked her..and seeing her getting hurt, i get hurt too.. and i purpose, she said i'm too perfect to get hurt.. Am i that perfect? i'm imperfect guy with cares and loves..infect every guys are..except for some who hurts girls feeling.. I just want something i done to be perfect and no mistake at all include love and relationship.. but sometimes it just the way it begin.a life without hope?
Sometimes i just want to follow the flow made by fate,
but its too boring to follow it..
and too stupid to understand it..
some girl said, you got everything..
money, life, cars, laptop, work, future and etc..
but just lack of something..
relationship?
Is that matter the most when cross in your mind??
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Nikon 6mm f/2.8
LENSES
A rare £100,000 Nikon fisheye lens, said to be able to 'see behind itself' – and dwarfing any camera it is attached to – has gone on sale in London.
The Fisheye-Nikkor 6mm f/2.8 was credited as the world's most extreme wideangle lens to cover the 24x36mm image area when it was unveiled at the Photokina trade show in Cologne, Germany in 1970.
It weighs a whopping 5.2kg, is 171mm long and has a diameter of 236mm.
'We came across it around seven weeks ago,' said Gray Levett, co-founder of Nikon dealer Grays of Westminster who told AP that he found the gem on a trip overseas.
Believed to be one of only a few hundred produced, it was principally designed for scientific and industrial applications and special effects when shooting portraits and architectural shots, for example.
The 12-elements-in-9-goups optic delivers a picture angle of 220º.
Source by http://www.amateurphotographer.co.uk/
Relationship stages
STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.
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STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road
Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.
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STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain
You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.
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STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”
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Thursday, April 19, 2012
Dear past
Dear past,
WHY you enter my DREAM?? and making me SAD for thinking of it again!!
It actually a dream of her, my ex. I can't stop thinking of getting her back with me again.. i really miss her but it seem can't reachable. It feel like we are strangers again...
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